Saturday, May 27, 2006
dreams that make you cry. why does it all sound so familiar to me?
i dunno if i am the one in the few who has them, or maybe loads of people have them, but whatever it is, it is definitely not a good feeling.
my dreams are always erratic, some about friends, but mostly on family that makes me wake up to a soaked pillow and tears. but i've learnt to get used to it. learnt to let go. argue fiercely that nothing like that will ever happen. yes. it all boils down to trust.
of course, we are never loners. we have friends around us, friends we know we can rely on. but sometimes, when it comes to that time of the night, you stare hard at the walls around you in your room. alone in your thoughts. alone in your mind. alone in your room. just you.
someone once told me that, we're always alone. as much as i would like to refute it, it's actually quite true. how many people in this world shares your thoughts? how many people understand your experiences? how many people know about your past? and most importantly, how many people truly know you, inside out? our thoughts, our past, our experiences are exclusive.. only to ourselves. how many people can we truly connect to?
anyways, on a lighter note. im jobless. (: i welcome it with open arms and a huge smile.
dee: things will be fine. (: you have very supportive friends, dun forget. (:
lings: memories can never be erased, and im glad THE FRUIT has a part to play in many of mine. (: see you soOon!
ruix: do sms me next week!! step back into my life!
siyin: eons you say? haha. will fri be okays?
shuyi, sharon, nhss peeps: gathering was once again NOT successful. i understand, i really do. we're all busy with work. with other committments. but we'll all try to get another one going. (:
wishing;
5/27/2006 09:08:00 AM
